I hate seeing the things you post about whoever you’re dating now but I think it’s something I need to see. It makes this all even more real and will desensitize me to the situation. It will help me move on even more. I sound so selfish but I am truly glad you’re finding happiness with someone who can give you things I couldn’t.
I need to stop thinking and hurting. I’m moving on and so is he but now that I have a minute to stop and think it hurts. It’s just mourning for a life I thought I would have someday. Still I have way too much shit going on to focus on this. I do hope he finds someone and moves on but it’s still hard to find out about. I sound so selfish.