July 2011
crushing.
June 2011
finally getting back to feeling like my favorite...
so excited!
well I can cross that off my bucket list.
[hehe]
the only thing that could make me any happier...
had an amazing night last night.
:D
Definitely struggling tonight.
The past year I have spent living in people’s basements or staying on their couches or living with my ex. In all that time I had no true privacy or secluded space to call my own that I used to love so much. I craved alone time and a place of my own more than anything. Now I have it. An apartment by myself with no friends around. But the thing is I miss having people around now. There’s...
losing my mind.
back at a job I can’t stand and living alone with a psychotic kitten. lovely. I don’t want to do this today.
four months later and I'm finally starting to get...
I’m quite serious. You may appear in my dreams once in a while but in my conscious state you are starting to come up less and less. It’s not that I want to forget you, we have many great memories together, but I do need to forget for a while. This is exciting. I can’t wait til you’re just a memory and can no longer cause me any harm. All I need to get to that point is time....
feeling the loneliest and most lost I have in a while. not really sure what to do.
I’m more than just a little curious how you’re planning to go about making your amends to the dead.
so sick of everyone having so many secrets.